Pizza's Revenge
Two nights ago, I slipped and had pizza. It's what my folks were having for dinner & I just didn't want to bother with fixing myself anything. I had 2 pieces--so nothing binge-y but still (obviously) a definite slip. My stomach let me enjoy it for about 20 minutes before it started protesting. I felt awful after that--bloated and indigestion and uncomfortable and stomach cramps. Blech. I sucked down some pepto bismol which helped, but still--blech. The good part of that? It has totally put me off pizza. The thought of eating it is completely unappealing. It actually kind of makes me gag to think about it.
General Suckitude
My workout today sucked. My shoulder ached/was on fire no matter what it was I was doing, and I just felt generally WEAK as hell. I felt weaker than I have since PCP started, I think. The more I tried to just push through it, the more agitated I felt. I worked myself into a ragingly pissed off mood, but it wasn't even the good pissed-off that gives you extra juice for the workout... it was just the pissed off, irritated, generally-angry-at-everything-and-nothing feeling. I was glad I wasn't working out with or around anyone else, because I think I would've snapped at them for breathing. Even my beloved stretching wasn't enjoyable like it usually is. Everything just sucked.
I'm hoping tomorrow is a better workout day.
That sucks - I sympathize with the pissed off angry mood. Have you seen someone about your shoulder? If it's hurting like that, maybe you should moderate your workouts?
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If anyone understands being pissy it's me. Hang in there Marissa, only 26 more days. Also, don't get too down on yourself about the pizza, in the grand scheme of things and life in general, it's nothing. All you can do is just keep on moving forward.
ReplyDeleteI hear you on the slip up...but good to know that our bodies are self-regulating.
ReplyDeleteI wondered about that weak feeling, too - there are some exercises that feel way harder than they did at first. Maybe we're approaching the coveted muscle failure?
I envy your disdain for pizza.... I actually think sometimes that it wouldn't be a totally bad thing for me to get sick from some bad pizza, because maybe then I would be put off by it too. My diet can be 100% on point, but if someone brings pizza into the room, all bets are off. It is definitely my heroine/crack/whatever!
ReplyDeleteYes, sometimes it all sucks. I hope your next days have been better and your shoulder as well.
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